Thursday, September 24, 2009

Wishing I was in Chicago....

Love you Amanda! <3
I wish I was back in Chicago to be with my bestest friend. I hate that I can't be there for her when she needs me :( I feel pretty useless.... I just hope everything's going to be okay even though it's inevitable that it's not going to be. I can't even concentrate right now. I have no idea what to do with myself!

My blogs have been so depressing lately, hopefully things turn around... the past few years have been miserable! Blah.


Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

I suck at being consistent!


Lately, I have not been doing so well. I have more problems (financially, mentally ..etc) than I can even begin to think about fixing. I'm completely overwhelmed! Right now, I'm just having trouble getting started on it... that's the hardest part is starting to fix things... what are the steps, how do I go about it... seriously though, I cannot wait till I figure it out because I can finally start to be truly happy again and not always having this weight on my shoulders.

ughhhh.